Comments Confession sweetcarolina, Female, 22, United Kingdom, south 7-5-2006 help Read more... Number Confessions(1) Comments(4) Send Comment Comments By Other Users max, Male, 31, Kenya, Nairobi 7-7-2006 Hey babe, i think you are reading too much in your experiences. at times things do happen that we do not understand. have faith in God that His plan may be fulfilled in your life. remember "all thing s happen for the GOOD of them who love the Lord" Have a wonderful day sister, walk with God. jayla, Female, 28, United Kingdom, poole 18-6-2006 i think wot ur frends r doing is wrong u need support at a time like this and ur frends r the ones u would normally turn to but in this case they r no help u have a reason to be upset and hurt and no matta how long u've been upset they shouldn't get fed up with it because alot of stuff has happened! u sound lyk a very strong person to me if u have kept it together so far u just need to find one person who will listen to everything u have to say once u have told someone u will feel a whole lot beta i have had stuff lyk his happen to me before and i just wrote out everything that was bothering me on a sheet of paper and let someone read it and they helped me through the hard time i was going through HowDareThey, Female, 38, USA, Albany 31-5-2006 It makes sense for you to be upset with what you describe! I seriously doubt you have anything wrong with you. Even if you did somehow, it would be a separate issue. People you cared about have died, including that young man that you had just recently come to love and probably thought would always be there. You have the pressure of exams with everything else. It's a ridiculous amount of tragedy upon you and it's not your fault. Hang in there. I hope you can get thru this and heal. sumguyincanada, Male, 49, Canada, Brampton 11-5-2006 You certainly sound like everything is a little out of hand right now and beyond your control. I have wanted everything to end in my life before but have made it through. My life was a mess for many years, I'm alcoholic and I'm 31 months sober. I have hurt people and have made amends to some of them. We can make it through the crap in our life to better days but we need to allow that many things are out of our control and won't go our way and we can't help and sometimes can only hinder progress. I hope you find your way through this. I don't know if you believe in God, but I'll pray for you. Good luck!