Comments Confession element, Female, 20, USA, san berindino 11-6-2006 is this bad? Read more... Number Confessions(1) Comments(19) Send Comment Comments By Other Users KX155, Female, 28, Australia, Melbourne 29-1-2008 Ive been cutting for so long Ive learned to hide it. I have months that go by where I dont but then I start up again. Some people are never free of it. giftlove77, Female, 24, USA, new york 29-12-2007 HELLO My name is miss gift i saw your profile today and at www.confessions4u.com fund you worthy to be mine as some one whom i can lay on his arms as long as love is concern, caring and teassing you all the nightlong and ,l will also like to know you the more,and l want you to send an email to my email address so l can give you my picture for you to know whom l am. Here is my email address(giftsiako_20008@yahoo.com) I believe we can move from here! I am waiting for your mail to my email address above. miss gift (Remeber the distance or colour does not matter but love matters alot in life) smokalot, Male, 26, Canada, novar 24-1-2007 of course its bad to cut yourself. -ask yourself why u are doing it, if its for attention or expression, you must find a more positive way of expressing yourself, like thru art or something. either way you must stop it, because it will only get worse...so please stop, ask someone for help if necessary...good luck justme, Male, 30, USA, tulsa 4-7-2006 try masturbation it doesnt hurt element, Female, 20, USA, san berindino 22-6-2006 yes you do sound like a parent. well basically you are telling me unrealistic things. i mean there really isnt any one person that dies doing everything. ok going over to england or canada would just be stupid. i mean a 18 year old girl, with hardly any money, and doesnt speak the language, ok yes i can see how that is going to turn out. i would either be raped in a alley left for dead, or tookin advantage of. ok yes that is a horrible idea. rugby club we dont have here in california. Big Dave, Male, 39, United Kingdom, Slough 22-6-2006 Why not go to College in England or Canada or Australia or New Zealand? Or even a country that you need to learn a new language...different but interesting. Big Dave, Male, 39, United Kingdom, Slough 22-6-2006 Element, you're just suffering from the 18 year old syndrome.....think you've done it all!!!!! I'm not saying have kids now.....I didn't until I was 27, I'm saying go and enjoy, believe me you haven't partied yet, you just think you have. Find a local rugby club and go drinking with those guys, then tell me you can drink!!!! Do more education, not cos I say so, but because without it you'll never have the money to go out and really have a good time. come over to England and sample the night life here....but not Slough it's a dump!!! i'm told that you haven't partied until you've partied in Newcastle. Don't give up now wait until you've experienced differnt cultures, places, faces, tribes, you name it do it all. Just try to enjoy it and stop getting so down. Oh and try getting some sleep it must be the early hours where you are.....sorry sound like a parent...DOH. element, Female, 20, USA, san berindino 22-6-2006 i understand where u are coming from, however i already lived it up. i mean come on what more is there? but start a family and start the years of ur life where u cant choose? i am 18, just graduated high school. i've done almost everything under the sun. i've been to every party at school, every dance, i have tons of friend that love and care about me and mean the fu*king world to me. but i am to young for kids. i dont have any intent on going on with school, well because school bores the hell out of me. i just dont kno what to do, and most likely will never find out what i am suppose to do... thats just life Big Dave, Male, 39, United Kingdom, Slough 22-6-2006 Like I told you I've a son and he is the apple of my eye. A sturdy lad who is serious, intelligent, likes a laugh and a joke, can be a bit naughty, but all the same I don't think I could lived my life without him. Now I would never have thought that when I was between 18 and 22. I'm not having a go at you. I just want you to see how much there is going on out there in the world. It's just sooo good...I know I sound like some nutter, but I don't do religion, I just do what I know make me feel good about myself. But then again I do like a little bit of self pity now and again, but then don't we all??? I hate my job and on occassion I dispise myself, I've hurt people I've truely loved(not pleased about that one) but I have or can be a very good person. It's all ups and downs babe, just make sure you have more ups than downs and you'll be on top of the world. element, Female, 20, USA, san berindino 21-6-2006 i tried sports, the sports i like are not in season at the moment. really, how can any person be strong when everyone around them is dying? why believe in false hope, or let alone in any fact believe in hope, when both you and i know there is no hope left. Why make the best of things, when you know that you are only lying to yourself? and the most wondered question of all. why keep living when you know that you are going to die? Big Dave, Male, 39, United Kingdom, Slough 21-6-2006 Element come on don't get all down about it all, you're still young and shouldn't feel like the world is against you. Be strong in the head as well as the body and you'll be fine. Use your friends situation to keep yourself strong, remember that you don't want to end up like that. Maybe try doing sports to focus your emotions and anger on. I play rugby and believe me there's nothing like hurting someone else legally to get rid of all those fcuked up emotions. Thoughts are with you, be strong. element, Female, 20, USA, san berindino 21-6-2006 o sorry that soccer game is over.. it is 5:35 pm here element, Female, 20, USA, san berindino 21-6-2006 o hi again. well its still rocky. it really hasnt improved all that much. i dont know what to fu*ckin do anymore. i lost all hope in anything. the past couple days all i have done was stay in bed. however i did leave once to visit my friend in the hospital (the one that showed me the cutting in the first place). as i sat there and felt so bad for him i looked at his arms, and they has fresh cuts on them. he had been cutting himself in the hospital, i dont know how though. it still complexing to me. he is nearly dead, he has lost some much blood, i just feel horrible. after i went back from the hospital i through all the stuff that i cutted with away. i dont want to end up like him. the nurse told me he wont feel in his arms anymore. i dont want that it scares me so much, but yet i cant get better for some weird reason. Big Dave, Male, 39, United Kingdom, Slough 20-6-2006 Element, How's the NOT cutting going? Hope you're doing ok. Are you following the football(Soccer)? Try if you can, try to watch England v's Sweden today. Kick off in about two hours time. Anyway as I said hope you doing well, don't be scared of contacting if you want. Big Dave, Male, 39, United Kingdom, Slough 19-6-2006 Element, I know how you feel, don't think I don't. Like you said take it one day at a time. But I found that to give up anything that is a habit, I had to treat it as a game, the habit v's my mind. You must always be in control of your actions. Instead of harming yourself, think of it as that you do not need to. I know and you know you want to, but if you think of it as that you may find it helps. Good luck babe. element, Female, 20, USA, san berindino 13-6-2006 ok.. i guess that is right. however, i dont see it like that. i think my cutting has become more of a addiction over time than a cry out for help. i dont do it for attention. nor am that stupid. but now that time has past im not sure i can stop. my friend that first showed me the cutting he went into the hospital because of it, i didnt want to end up like him, i didnt think it would turn out that bad. i just have no f*cking clue what to do anymore. i guess i will just go day by day and whatever happens, happens. but thanks for your comments. Big Dave, Male, 39, United Kingdom, Slough 13-6-2006 Cutting is a form of self destuction, self mutilation. Have more respect for yourself. I've a son and he means the world to me. If I thought he was in a place were he had to cut himself, I'd never forgive myself. It's a cry for help and attention. You seem like a clued up girl, don't do something so useless. Find yourself a decent human to share your emotions with. Someone who won't belittle you or tell others. Trust is something built over time not over night. Keep faith in yourself and be strong, in the mind. Hope you get yourself sorted out. Just remember it's better to be light weight than dead weight. F**k the rest, just be true to yourself. Chin up babe element, Female, 20, USA, san berindino 12-6-2006 emo= emotional is one meaning.. emo can mean lots of things.. but whats really wrong with cutting? people think so much bad things about it they just dont understand Big Dave, Male, 39, United Kingdom, Slough 12-6-2006 Element, Don't self harm, it's just no good. By the way what is an EMO? You seem to be down and from your confession you know this. Cut yourself is only going to scar you physically and mentally. It's a downward spiral. It's not big and not cleaver. Just try not too. Not matter what anyone says have a bit of pride in yourself, be thankful for what you have been given and don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. Oh and don't cut yourself again or harm yourself. Keep strong babe.