Sex Confession

my strange sexuality!!

BiBoyUK, Male, 28, United Kingdom, Littlehampton

I'm 28, from the UK..and i'm bisexual (I think!)

I first had a sexual experience at the age of 9 when i kissed my cousins vagina (she was also 9) then i had my cock sucked by another family member who was 7 (I was still 9)

At the age of 11 I wanked another boy off in my class at his house after school..that summer we got naked together whenever we could, and I first sucked a cock that summer, in his bedroom..from an early age I had had sexual thoughts, and I had thoughts about other boys from an early age too..

All through senior school I sucked the cocks of 3 boys the same age as me, though they never knew about each other..

I didn't have a full sexual relationship with a girl until I was 18..she was 16..she was the first girl i kissed properly, and I loved her passionately..despite this, even when we were having sex, I would often fantasise of being fucked by another guy, or a guy shooting over my face...

Despite the fact that I had experienced sucking cocks from the age of 11, I hadn't kissed another guy until I was aged 23..he was someone at work...we got drunk at his house one night, and he ended up fishing my cock from my trousers, and jerking it as we kissed..I then sucked him for a while, and he wanted to fuck me, though I chickened out..this despite the fact that I still fantasise over him bending me over!!!

I very much want to be able to make a connection with a great girl, but I feel l that my past experiences have mixed me up to the point where I can't seem to talk to women...as well as this, I get de-motivated by the fact that I feel the need to be honest, at least about the fact that I find men sexually attractive as well as women, with a girl who I would be having a relationship of sorts with..how many women could feel secure enough to accept that and be happy enough to stay??

Primarily I want to find a wife, and have a family..in time, and with the right woman..For the record, incidentally, I am always faithful in any relationship, as well as being safe, and honest with the other person....

But I've been single for NINE years...and I'm losing hope...

At least in my head, and by my opinion of myself, I get constantly dragged back by my sexuality..and the fact that I just don't see how people can find me attractive...

Maybe I am just too weird after all...

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lookingforsex1, Male, 25, United Kingdom, glasgow

11-6-2008

hi biboy, iv been single for 10 years and iv had one night stands with girls but iv always felt there was something else missing, when i was 12 year old me and my 2 friends were playing truth or dare and one dared me to get my cock out and press it up against my friends arse and i got so turned on by it, i wanted him but ever since iv had fantasies about other guys, it really turns me on, i would love to fuck you in the arse as long as i can suck your cock off and taste your cum, maybe we can share girls together, some girls love that. xxx

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