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Confessing a crush

angwind, Female, 35, USA, Mpls

I am a female and married to a man but I have had a crush on a female teacher she has a boyfriend (she not happy with him). I generaly am not attracted to woman but this woman is just beautiful and smart, did I mention that she is a scientist. Anyways I've notice that when I am in her class I can feel a tension between us. When I am talking to someone in class and I crack a joke she always looks at me and laughs its like she zero's in on what ever I am doing. So for about two months we have been experiencing this weird chemistry between us and if she has to speak to me about something after class she is seems nervous about it.

So I have a question and I seek advice because I am going crazy over this shit.
I HATE CRUSHES!! I normally do not have crushes for the simple fact that no one really turns me on and I am just to busy in my life to notice. But this whole crush thing was becoming to fuckin unbearable to stand my life has taken a back seat and I felt that I had to do something about it. My class with her ended and we ran into the hallway and I told her that I had to talk to her so I confessed to her that I have a crush on her (and I only confessed because I felt that she felt the same way). But she said that she never even thought about it so it left me very confused I did not know what to do. You would think that the crushee would just say I am flattered and leave but not her after I made a complete ass of myself I asked her if she wanted to go out for a drink and she said YES! That just confused me even more. So we get to the bar and she tells me that its ok to have a crush and made a confession to me that she had a crush on a female and they made out. So I will try to finish this up soon but I have to give you guys the backstory. So we where there for about an hour and a half and there was never a dull moment at all and she told me very personal things about herself and she was using kind of flirty body language I however was not really flirting with her cause I alread felt rejected. Never once did she mentioned that she was not interested in me but just kept reinerating that she didn't know that I had a crush on her. So anyways I sent her an email afterward telling her that I appreciated her understanding and that she was a good "girl crush" to behold and in the end I told her that I was totally over her. but being the curious cat that I am I still want to know. I really don't want her in a sexual way I honestly don't know what I want out of her maybe a long steaming makeout session do.

Please tell me what you think of my dilemna.

thanks

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