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just got to put out there somewhere - just another broken heart

sumguyincanada, Male, 49, Canada, Brampton

I haven't read many confessions so I don't even know if this will 'fit' at this site. So this is just another broken heart confession dumping somewhere, confession is good for the soul isn't it? I'm still in love with my ex girlfriend, and she never knew I had fallen in love with her anyway. I had known her for about a year before I asked her out. I met her through a mutual friend and though not smitten at first site she just grew on me over time. We were say each other once to three times a week over the year that preceded our dating. By time I asked her out, she was my Ms. Mcdreamy (Grey's anatomy term, fan here, she intro'd me to it). We only dated for about 10 weeks and even traveled south for a week with friends and family. I thoroughly enjoyed every moment we had together. We both love movies and much of the same music. She's 9 years older than me, I try to tell myself that should help me let go, but it doesn't. She broke up with me with the cutest little phrase, which I won't quote but basically said that she had wanted something romantic, I too wanted romance but didn't seem to be able to spark her fire. We are good friends now, she gives me wonderful hugs every time I see her. I avoided her tonight and a week ago too, but saw her in between, I only want to break my little obsession. I don't want her to think I'm avoiding her, but I don't want to damage our friendship either. It never seemed appropriate to tell her of my love, she sometimes seemed distance even right beside me, and rarely intimate. I feel like I a teenager coping with first love, doesn't it make you sick? I'm 46 and can't even remember if I felt this strongly about my ex-wife. I was thinking that doing this might be somehow therapeutic and I hope it is. My last attempt to do something therapeutic had positive effect. I read on some website that I should write an honest letter to the ex stating all things that I felt were unstated and unfinished and after completing this letter to destroy it. So I did that, pathetically balling my eyes out as I wrote it. So I figured that writing something like this and then reading any comments I might receive would also be therapeutic. If you've bothered to read this, thanks for your time.

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max, Male, 31, Kenya, Nairobi

7-7-2006

Hi, i think i can empathise with you. its been to me before. It is especially delicate because you desire to maintain your friendship. Well, i feel for you, sorry, no suggestions!

dirtyden, Male, 28, United Kingdom, london

5-5-2006

how very sad, do hope you get it sorted out.

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