Confession Friends and Lifelucyball, Female, 21, USA, Washington
Sometimes I don't feel like I really have friends or even a life. It's the same routine nearly every day. I have friends, but they aren't people I need. I want a group of friends who want me, know me, and do anything for me if I ever need them to. I know I need to look for other friends, but who? I make plans with them, but they never make plans with me. I always have to make the first move. Sometimes I feel like they forget me. I want to go ahead and get really fucked up to the point where they HAVE to rescue me and to take care of me. I'm tired of being someone totally dependable for others when they don't pay their dues to me by being dependable for me. I'm tired, tired, tired of people..
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