Confession cheating my girlnotsogood1111, Male, 25, India, blr
i donno how far 'm fit to live....'m suicidally in love...i met a girl in my school and liked her a lot. later after reaching college she moved out of town to pursue her graduation and i came to a town down south. by the time we were in 2nd yr i felt i missed her more than anything else...kinda felt a void in heart widout her..so tried my hardest and finally after quite a lot of search i did narrow down to her location and proposed..she accepted it too...but since its a long dist relation der wer lotta misunderstandings and often we fought. but abv all dis v still luvd more day by day...finally wen her dad came to know of this n he objected...she waved bye and went of heeding no ears to my tears...i tried to slit my wrist and die but damn d doc...in pure frus i moved too close wid another girl and we had quite a lot of times been in compromising positions and this girl loves me so madly tht she wud go to any extent for my sake....but even after all the phy pleasure she has given me i cant stop thinking of my girl...i hate myself and wanna die!!! cuz i neither was truthful to my girl nor 'm i able to accept facts and love this odr girl wholly....btwn everything i cant stop tinking of my girl...its so sick...'m being torn btwn a phy me and a mental me....one says me go find my girl n get her back....but as 'm not phy pure i cant go luv her as b4.....if i do tht i wud b cheating dis girl...it wud look lyk i oly used her for my phy pleasure...i wanna die!!!! asap...oly tht wud bring peace to all......gimme death lord!!!
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