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SecretUnwantedAshamed, Female, 32, United Kingdom, middlesboroughBefore I was born my mum met a guy and fell in love with him. He was married. For a while she didn't know but then when she found out she still carried on with the relationship then I was born. I was happy as far as I can remember. Bt the age of two my mum had had enough and dumped him, his wife and children didn't know I existed. But she told them. She hasn't told me much but as far as I know, he dosen't care about me. I HATE it! I feel unworthy...unwanted and unloved. I know my mum loves me but he abandoned me. He dosen't even give her any money to help raise me! A couple of weeks ago my mum's friend bumped into him and told him to leave. But I'm scared that if I bumped into him he wouldn't recognise me or worse he would. All my life I have dreamed that my mum ws lying and he really did want me and then he would swoop in and save the day...but I know really what he is, a coward! But that still dosen't stop me wanting to meet him!
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