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liebehurts, Female, 24, India, india

Hi There,
i m here for the first time,
i am 22 yrs old girl.
i had a boyfriend , and i still love him a lot , more than myself.
but we have some family problems and therefore we cannot get married.
i had slept with him many times but we never had intercourse and it was more
of oral sex.
now my parents are looking for a match for me.
i feel very guilty , i really cannot think of any other guy in my life but the fact is that
i m the only daughter of my parents and they have dreams attached with my marriage
and i cannot shatter their dreams so though compromise but i will have to get married to some other guy.
i feel very guilty because i have always dreamt that i will be physically involved only with the guy whom i will get married to , but now the scene is different , i dont know what to do.... please help me ..because this thought is dragging me into severe depression ...how can i get rid of this guilt feeling?can anybody help me out?????

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thepowergenerator, Male, 36, India, Amritsar

7-9-2007

I've gone through all this. It really feels bad. I too couldn't have sex with the girl i loved so much and she had to marry somebody else. I'll suggest u to go and have sex with the guy u've loved so much. Both of u will feel releived and say good bye with sweat tears in both ur eyes. But do it only if he too feels involved in u to a level u r involved in him. Other wise just don't leave it and store him in ur heart like a sweat tender kid and start ur new life. Dard ke phool bhi khiltey hain bikhar jaatey hain.... Zakhm kaisey bhi honn kuch roz mein bhar jaatey hain.... lekin phir bhi ek meethee si tease( Light Pain) zaroor rehti hai... and I love to live with that pain. Both of us r married now..

thepowergenerator, Male, 36, India, Amritsar

24-8-2007

I can understand ur Dielemma. I've gone through this. I loved a girl and we couldn't marry, neither we had full intercourse. I do not know the commitment level of that guy. If he's also commited to u to the level u seem to be with him then i'd suggest u that u guys should go for sex before ur marriage. I tell u both of will feel immense satisfaction even after u part ur ways and this memory will keep relishing ur hearts for the whole time. But mind u it completely depends on the level of commitment of ur guy and whether he wants it or not. Otherwise forget it go ahead for ur new life. Dard ke phool bhi khiltey hain bikhar jaatey hain... Zakhm kaisey bhi honn kuch roz mein bhar jaatey hain... Do reply what've u decided

Dainagirl24, Female, 25, USA, Waycross

9-7-2007

look darlin i'd go ahead n have sex with the one i loved if i were u. u shouldn't do wat ppl tell u,but wat u want to do. this sounds like so stone age to be given away like a piece of property. u belong to urself n need to make ur own decisions about ur life. ur mom n dad won't have to live with this guy,u will. its up to u but ur nuts to marry someone u dont want to marry, but if u decide to listen to them at least give ur innocence to the one u love not to the other guy. let ur true love have ur virginity, give him n urself that much. write me back n tell me how u decided to go,ok.

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