Love Confession I love a ghost ruby, Female, 40, USA, freehold I AM A 39 YEAR OLD WOMAN, I HAVE TWO KIDS, 18,12. I AM MARRIED, HOWEVER, I LOVE MY EX-HUSBAND STILL. I MARRIED MY EX WHEN, I WAS 17 YEARS OLD, DIVORCED HIM WHEN I WAS 30. (12 YEARS OF MARRIAGE) HE CHEATED ON ME, WE WERE AN OPEN COUPLE FOR 1 YEAR TRIED THE THREESOME AND THEN SOME, THINKING THAT IF I GAVE HIM THIS HE WILL NEVER CHEAT ON ME. BUT, HE DID AND WITH MY BEST FRIEND AT THE TIME. WHEN HE DIVORCE ME, HE DIVORCED OUR CHILDREN. HE MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL, HE FOUND OUT I CHEATED ON HIM TOO. HOWEVER I ONLY CHEATED ON HIM BECAUSE I WAS HURT. SO I CHEATED WITH HIS BEST FRIEND. ANYWAYS, THE MARRIAGE WAS OVER..STILL IN MY HEART I KNEW WE LOVED EACH OTHER, I NOW IT SOUNDS SILLY, BUT WE WERE EACH OTHER BEST FRIENDS, PEOPLE WOULD HATE ON US WHEN THEY SAW US TOGETHER. 9 YEARS HAS PASSED, I MOVED TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY I HAVENT SEEN HIM, HE TOTALLY DISSAPERED FROM OUR CHILDRENS LIFE. I MARRIED A GOOD GUY (8 YEARS MARRIAGE) HE IS A TOTAL PROVIDER, HE IS SO SO IN BED, HE LOVES MY KIDS, HE HAS LEGALLY ADOPTED THEM..YET I STILL THINK ABOUT MY EX. MAYBE MY PRESENT HUSBAND IS THE QUIET TYPE, I DO NOT KNOW WHY I STILL HARP ON MY EX. DO I LOVE MY PRESENT HUSBAND?? I DO NOT KNOW THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION? MAYBE I DO MAYBE I DON'T, I SOMETIMES REALLY LOVE HIM THEN, I DON'TEVEN KNOW WHAT LOVING SOMEONE FEELS LIKE. I KNOW I LOVED, AND STILL DO MY EX-EDWIN WHEREVER YOU ARE, KNOW THIS SILENT PRAYER..I HAVE SLEEP MYSELF THINKING ABOUT YOU, I LOVE YOU. I WILL DIE LOVING YOU. YOU WHERE, ARE AND WILL BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. Number Confessions(1) Comments(1) Send Comment Comments By Other Users Dainagirl24, Female, 27, USA, Waycross 12-11-2007 theres nothin wrong with lovin u ex,but hes like most guys whoredogs,but i'm ok with those types of guys. so u did try to give him his fantasy n still he cheated,thats jus guys for ya. i dont even think bout serious relationships after marrying a rich guy that left me for his family n friends putting me down as trash. i was a dedicated wife for him but after all the shit went down i screwed every friend of his that put me down n called me a whore,except 2 of them n if i ever get the chance n they comeback to town i will truly fuck thier brains out,jus for the hell of it. he hated it wen he found out bout me screwing his friends but he deserved it n i was glad to do it. so darlin roll with it n find u a few partners to play with n see how he likes it. fuck his friends its jus sex. Back To Last Page