Confession

DONT LOVE HIM

RABBITRICKY, Female, 37, USA, MESA

Im with a guy that i dont love at all. im feeling horrible becuase it didnt exactly start out that way. or maybe it did.
he was a friend and i was alone with my child getting over a divorce. my exhusabnd left me for a younger women and what i thought was a good marriage that would never end, ended at my feet. he stole money from our accts, depleted all of our savings and then just took off with her. he had been planning this out for a long time and i was just too stupid to see it. anwyay, so im with my friend who falls in love with me and asks me to move in. i do but it turns out i really have nothing in common with this guy at all. im not attracted to him at all. and we are just so different that the differences are huge. He is the nicest guy but has no idea about hygeine and to have sex with him actaully now repulses me but i do it like a hooker yet he has no clue. he's a nice guy but because im a single mom i stay with him. im miserable but have no place else to go. im basically using him and feel like crap about it. im not just making his life miserable im making my life a misery too. i wont cheat on him or date on the side cause im faithful but im living a lie. i want to leave but i feel that i cant for finacial reasons. if it were just me id jump ship tomoorw but i cant just take my kid and move into a slummy apartment, have her go to a slummy school and have nothing.

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