Confession

Not Me Anymore

lostgirl16, Female, 18, USA, so cal

i was a happy young girl. who smiled a lot and laughed and all together was a great lifeful person. then things changed i changed some how. i was sad depressed and for no reason it seemed. then i started getting suicidal thoughts. my friends and family thought nothing of it. they thought it was hormonal. one day when everyone was gone at my house i od(over dosed). i took about 29 tylenol PMS (sleepin pills) , 12 Advils (head ache pills), a hand full after hand full of random pills. i suppose i took more than 100 pills. then i said out loud.. "well world, you have done nothing for me. and this is the end of my story." and then my eyes rolled to the back of my head. i woke up with my head throbbing. i was seeing double and i had not died. i was passed out for only 12 hours. i played it off to my parents that i was just really sick and did not want to tell them the truth. ever since then i slowly went back to almost normal. but i will never be the same.

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Evos, Female, 21, USA, New York

24-10-2007

Talking about bad experiences always makes them feel better. As long as you feel better just keep positive and everyting sould be fine and remembe if you need a friend you dont always have to look to far

Dainagirl24, Female, 25, USA, Waycross

24-6-2007

theres too much to live for to kill urself . apparrently u've never had an orgasm like those i have then. i cant imagine dying and not having another orgasm again. my body jerks,tenses up,quivers and i'm in heaven,especially wen scott is fucking my head off. he is very strong sexually and i'm at his mercy wen we're together. hes the only guy that does me till i'm exhausted n he dehydrated me one time to the point i needed an iv at the emergency room, but i'd do again for that experience. but girl sex is how i deal with everything but theres other things u can do to keep u sane. killing urself is stupid so get ur life on track

lostgirl16, Female, 18, USA, so cal

5-4-2006

1. i'm not lonely.. 2. i dont need help 3. i am much better now 4. this happened a long time ago

Kittens, Female, 26, Brazil, Brasilia

3-4-2006

Shame thats a terrible thing to happen. I have also thoiught about doin myself in, but you just have to swallow it and remember that there is someone out there who wants to help you and you can be helped. its happens alot when you are lonely i guess all these people and nobody gives a shit :) what doesnt kill you baby makes you stronger. have a good day

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