Confession

revenge?

anewday82, Female, 26, USA, whittier

i started dating my bf 2 years ago. the one thing i told him was to not cheat on me. well he did. i still liked him but was mad. my dad cheated on my mom. i had been cheated on by an ex. i always wanted to hurt him b4 he hurt me again. i always wanted to test how he felt about me. he never really showed it and i needed that. i guess i went looking elsewhere. i started liking a friend but nothing ever happened. he found out and thought i cheated. that was done with and we have been trying to work things out. i started liking someone else and he liked me. we emailed eachother and he made me feel really good about myself. everyone liked him.i still had the feeling of being betrayed by my bf and didnt care. everything was always on his terms...when the relationship got serious,when we became official, and i know this is stupid but his status on myspace was always 'single". that bugged the shit out of me. he was with me all the time, we were having sex, i knew his family and he knew mine, we did everything a bf & gf did....why couldn't he just make me his gf?? i hung out w. the guy i liked once. he met my friend n i at a club. nothing happened. we hugged goodnight n he lft. that was b4 we told eachother we liked eachother. i didnt hang out w/ him outside of business stuff but it felt nice to know that i was liked n desired still. again my bf found out. we broke up but still dated. he always questions me n says what i did was cheating. to some it may be but to me HE CHEATED, HE KISSED A GIRL...i had feelings n they went away. i wish he would stop pointing the finger at me n think maybe he messed up in the beginning n im not the bad guy.

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Large, Male, 24, Zambia, Lusaka

6-3-2008

Whats yo address?

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