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Sex Confession

10 year obsession

lioness, Female, 34, South Africa, jhb

K and me have had this sexual obession with each other for 10 years.

He got married a month before we met. Since the day we met we had this explosive sexual tension between us. We really wanted to, but never crossed the line.

Five years later K and his wife emigrated - I got married in the meantime. He phones me at least two time a week and we have been e-mailing each other every day for the last five years! (Really kinky e-mails and we also e-mail explicit photos to each other)

We saw each other for the first time in five years a few days ago. We had the most amazing sex ever!! We really want each other, but there is no way that we can ever be together.

I know i should feel guilty, but i am just so glad we finally got to doing what we've been wanting to do for 10 years!!!

Is there anyone else out there who's had an experience similar? Please let me know how you cope without totally destroying yourself and everyone else around you?

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sad47, Male, 47, USA, boston

9-3-2008

Hi Lioness, it's me again. The name's Steve, by the way, I'm just 47 and sad. As to knowing just how you feel, that's about 99 percent true. My problem and I never did anything, which was mostly because of me, I think. I'm Irish Catholic and the guilt involved in this just seems to be crushing me, I don't know how you're handling this after actually acting on it. It must be 100 times worse than what I'm going through. Yes, I see her every day, sometimes multiple times and we work pretty closely together most of them....and yes, it sucks. Can't get into most of it here, as it's a very long story and I don't think they give you enough room here. Suffice it to say, it's been going on for about a year now and everytime I look in her eyes, I just want to die at this point, because we have reasons for not getting together too. She's Dominican with lightly dark skin (I have a weakness for black and Latina. Damnit! lol)and has the most beautiful accent. When she comes by I hear her yell "Steeeeeeeeve!" and I'm in Heaven. Then when she leaves, I'm in Hell. The only relief that I get at this point, is masterbation. It solves the immediate issue of horniness, but it doesn't do anything for the long term. I don't know what to do either, but it doesn't sound like there's much hope for you or me. We're both in deep and I don't see any life perservers floating nearby. Got an email from this site saying something about shutting down. If you want someone to listen, or just to bitch to (sometimes it helps) my email is stevebears1@yahoo.com, drop me a line. Again, I hope things work out for you and it was nice talking to you.---Steve

zack86, Male, 21, Canada, Alexandria

27-2-2008

Hey there hun!! i was reading your story and noticed many similarity's from your story to mine....I had known this girl for abou 6 and a half years, and from the moment i first layed eyes on her....after we met we became close friends..maybe too close, because after we had sex I kinda regreted it for a while knowing how much i really liked her and wanted to be with her, but in a way i'm glad now we got that tensoin behind us still good friends, lol i actually attended her wedding a few months ago! So that's my story....not quite as interesting as yours but hope you liked it! take care Ciao

sad47, Male, 47, USA, boston

17-2-2008

Thanks for the kind words, it really drives you out of your mind, doesn't it? It doesn't help that everything these days is geared to sex and it seems no matter where you turn, something makes you horny. Thank God for internet porn, or I might be feeling more guilty than I already am, for something I might have done. That just seems to leave you feeling even emptier though, you're satisfied for a few minutes, but you still horny. Kind of like chinese food, but without the fortune cookie. Hope things turn out good for you too, you sound like a nice person in a bad situation. Good luck and I hope both of our "Others" are doing better soon. Cool name by the way.

carol123456789, Female, 26, United Kingdom, glasgow

17-2-2008

OMG- I ahec had the very same obbsession, tension as u described, only i have not seen my old school friend since the last day of school, 10 yrs ago. He recently got back in touch and now all the feelings have come back. He feels the same but been married with two kids i feel helpless. i dont want anyone to hurt but hearing howamazing it was after all the waiting i am very tempted. I think you should try to figure out a way you can both be together before its too late. x

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