Confession I want a child...he doesnt know. DME, Female, 22, USA, portland I'm 19..newly married...and I want a child. He says he wants to wait a few years..I'm not willing to. Three months ago I started to pretend to take my birth control. taking it in the middle of the night supposedly because of the side effects that bugged me so much..oh but thats all a lie. I'm not taking it. I know if he ever found out he'd leave me..because I lie this big cant be forgiven..but then I feel he owes it to me(a child) for what he did to me last summer..something i still have yet to fully forgive. I feel like a horrible person for lying to him like this but guilt wont stop. Number Confessions(1) Comments(0) Send Comment Back To Last Page