Sex Confession

Cheating for the first time

kdangel11, Female, 27, USA, pittsburgh

Cheating has always been something I never thought I would venture to do, until now. It pains me because I have a fiancé that is just so wonderful, someone I truly want to spend the rest of my life with, someone I want to be the father of my children. But sex is a different animal than love, isn’t it? Sometimes my hormones are so outrageous that I go crazy with the thought of having sex, which until now, I always took all that pent up energy out on my fiancé. However, with my fiancé working two full time jobs, I have found my mind wondering to other men – I mean a vibrator can’t keep a girl happy for a long period of time.

This morning, was the first time I have ever cheated, and I don’t think that I will ever forget it. The guy, whom I will call D, is a good friend of my fiancé, married with three kids. He married his wife after he had gotten her pregnant and it is apparent to anyone that is around them for more than an hour that they do not love each other. I was attracted to D since the first time I saw him two years ago. I knew it was just lust, but that was all I was after in the first place. D, was also attracted to me, always flirting and touching, even showing me his cock. My favorite part of him has to be his eyes, able to make me weak in the knees with a glance. I contacted him anonymously two weeks ago, confessing to him how I felt – childish, I know, but I did it on a whim and hadn’t really thought about the consequences. I told him about my lust and how all I could think of was his cock sliding in and out of me. After two days of talking, he was desperate to know who I was. That night, my fiancé and I went out for some drinks and a game of pool with D and his wife, and as soon as his wife and my fiancé walked away to get drinks, I told him. He was floored!!! He wanted to take me to the bathroom right then and there to fuck the shit out of me. We didn’t get another chance to talk the rest of the evening, but it made the sexual tension thick. We talked while at work every day since. Well, finally, this morning we were able to meet up, and IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING. Did you ever look at someone and just know that they would satisfy that carnal physical need deep inside of you? Well, he certainly did. No talking, no hesitation. Just taking and giving.

D walked in my door, only taking enough time to close the door behind him before he pulled all my clothes off me, pushing me down across the back of the couch. I can be a noisy little girl, and God did I moan when his tongue touched my pussy. Whatever he was doing, it was perfect, no joke; forceful without being rough. I have never come to an orgasm from a guy eating my pussy – I must have been deprived all my life from skillful lovers, because D had me cumming in two minutes. I undressed him and led him up to the bedroom, climbing on top of the bed. D took his time sliding his cock into me so slowly; it was exquisite pleasure. But then, he was barbaric, fucking me as hard and as deep as he could and I loved every last second of it. Three positions and two more orgasms later, we were both out of breath and cotton mouthed. A quick run for some water and then I was back and going down on his cock. It was the first time I actually paid any attention to how big it was – an inch longer and a bit thicker than my fiancé’s. Another little confession – I never had too much experience with sucking cock – I was always too focused on getting it in my pussy, but I obviously did something good because I was swallowing his load in no time. I think we were both surprised. We laid on the couch for nearly an hour after that, massaging each other and chatting as if we had been sitting at the bar with a beer rather than naked after fucking. Before he left, he asked when we could see each other again.

The best part about all of this is that it is just fun sex – no relationship, no commitment, no expectations, no complications. We both have that already and only want the physical satisfaction of what fun, casual sex can offer. I love my fiancé dearly and he is everything I want for a husband and a father to my future children, but I know I wouldn’t get that level of satisfaction or release at home. So would I be wrong to say that I am cheating to get that outlet and to keep my relationship with my fiancé positive? That I get happiness and all the emotional satisfaction from my fiancé that I could ever need, but my physical sexual needs need tended to also? Sex is just one way a person shows love, but sex without love is still just sex. Sex with D was too good to ignore. Maybe I opened a barrel of monkeys, but I want to see D again.

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