Confession 3 confessions =[ itaske, Female, 35, USA, Darien 1- I don't know why but basically all my life I have made up all these lies about my family and my past some times i even wish that my sister or my mother would die just so i could cry and get attention for it the funny part is that I despise attention and hate when people try to comfort me when I am upset. Most of the time i just wish everybody would disappear; being alone is amazing but i still wish that terrible things in my life could happen just so i could cause a scene sometimes i wonder if i have a split personality; one side loves attention the other hates it all i know is something is completely wrong with me 2- Even though i claim to be straight edge, everyday, i get cravings to smoke and drink. i think its because my dad smokes and is an alcoholic and same with my sister. i just want more than anyhting to have a cigarette (i have never smoked or drank before once) I feel as if i'm not really straightedge because i want to do these things and i feel like i am insulting and lying to everyone when i say i am 3- theres a guy that i was in love with last year and i claim to still be in love with but i wonder if i really love him or what because i mean,, over the last year and a half, he has changed from the dark haired, pale, anime loving, er... "emo" kid to a total hippie who is nothing like he used to be it's like i love someone who isn't even existent anymore Number Confessions(1) Comments(0) Send Comment Back To Last Page