Confession

i\'m a pice of shit

hello, Female, 18, USA, grayling

ok i went to amber,my bff 17th bday we got drunk kinda we just had 2 bottles of vodka we went to the pool in the hotel and their was this guy was trying to get his cousin or w/e to tell him my name but i didn't then me and amber drank wayyy more we played highs and lows u know the card game for drinking and then i switch to beer b/c the vodka was gone.. then me and amber walked the halls of the hotel drunk met the same guy who was trying to get my name and he came back to our room we ended sleeping the in the same bed and he took advantage of me while i was wasted and the next morning when i woke up i didn't remember anything anyway i went to the bathroom and my pants were already undone and i was like i didn't do this so i asked ambers cousin who was also their but sober and she said u slept w/ will and i was like who the fuck is will. but yeah after he took advantage me he left and so far i haven't seen him so yeah it was a one night stand i wont remember.. but its ok tat i don't remember any detail of my first time having sex w/ a male because i made the honor a roll (being sarcastic) I'm ashamed of myself if i could go back and change it i would. i promised god i wouldn't give up my virginity until i was married because i wanted to give back to him to replace all what i've done wrong and i think that he'll love me b/c I'm trying to make up for what i know what i've done wrong. i wanted to give him something i haven't broken, sex before marriage thats hard to do now a days and i wanted to prove to him that i can make it, that will do w/e it takes to gain his forgiveness but i failed i'm a loser. idk what i should do, i lost idk what to do to gain his forgiveness now i'm lost.

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Evos, Female, 21, USA, New York

26-4-2008

All you have to do ask and he will forgive. Anyways you din't lose your virginity it was tsaken from you by some horny loser. He should be ashamed of himself and god will punish him fo taking advantage of you when you ere drunk. Just ask him and he will always forgive no matter what.

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