Confession I lie when I cry mydirtylittlesecret953, Female, 19, USA, Ann Arbor I have mastered the art of covering up when I cry. I don't know why I do. But I hate Pity and I have the excuses that I come up with. But everyone believes my lies and just go on with their life. My boyfriend is the only one who makes me happy. But when he's not there.. I feel like a loser. But when I don't see him for a week. I cry and when he asks me whats wrong over the phone, I say 'Oh nothing, I just have a bit of a cold.' Number Confessions(1) Comments(2) Send Comment Comments By Other Users Dainagirl24, Female, 25, USA, Waycross 20-3-2007 wow, talk about low self-esteem. sweetheart u have to findur self worth,. i dont know if ur parents or others put u down thru the yrs or if u just compared urself to others that u thought were better than u, but stop it. ur not a loser n ur happiness or self worth shouldnt rely on ur boyfriend neither. i bet u good at many things n u need just work on other areas ur not so good in. look ppl hurt the same. the rich hurt like the poor n the poor hurt like the rich. we r equal. StepperC, Female, 28, USA, Kirkland 17-4-2006 I used to be a 'penter' too. I never wanted to burden anyone else with my problems. here's the thing - even the bad stuff that happens in your life, the stuff that gets you down, is a part of who you are. if you don't share that with the people who love and care about you, you're putting up walls. Trust me, they want to know. And they want to help. By not letting them, your not only hurting yourself, you're hurting them. Your relationships will be so much stronger if you let people alll the way in. Back To Last Page