Sex Confession

Being A crossdresser

Monica, Male, 36, USA, Cincinnati

I'm a 36 yr. old blk male who for years was a closet crossdresser, at 30 I let my old upstairs neighbor see me dressed in my apartment, for three years he was pretty much the only one to see me this way and our relationship became sexual and I thought I loved him. At 33 I got the nerve to dress and go to a gay club dressed, I wanted to go with him but he was happy just doing what we were doing in mine and his apartments, I had to see if i could be dressed around people so I went alone, I was so scared but I had to do it.
Getting there I went and after a few drinks I relaxed and danced with a few guys the mistake I made was letting guys get me drinks and well touch and fondle me, doing it was exciting me but drinking too much I let one guy talk me into going out to his car and I orally pleased him, it was scary but such a rush being with a stranger, afterwards we went back in and i had a guilt feeling in my stomach about what I did and he went his way, more dancing, drinking and well when ready to leave another guy went to walk me to my car, we kissed touched and well in my car we went and well he had me orally and anally, after he finished I sat there for a while thinking again about what I did before driving to my hotel room, the more I thought the better I felt about it and from then I have been hook on sex with men, a friend of mine told me I was trying to make up for being in the closet for so long, my other mistake was I told my friend Bill who was my first guys about ift after he prodded me to tell him the truth about my night out, he said he wasn't mad that I had been with someone else but from then on our relationship changed

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