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Crush on ex co-worker

rockabilly18, Male, 25, USA, Fullerton

So there is this guy that I used to work with and I have somewhat of a man crush on him. I don't consider myself gay and I don't see him in a sexual manner, either. When I used to be around him I felt good. He always commented on my looks, but I would disregard them. We used to hang out and talk outside of work. Even though he's masculine, I always wondered about his sexuality because I never met a girlfriend (and he was very handsome) but he swore he was straight. On the few occasions we went to bars, he saw me hook up with some chicks and get numbers and I sensed jealousy on his part. He also made jealous remarks when I wouldn't go to lunch or smoke breaks with him. Things got a little weird the last couple of months we worked together because other co-workers thought we had a relationship going on (we didn't). In order to dispell the rumor I maintained a distance between us and we didn't do much talking. Anyways we worked together for about a year and finally he left and soon after i did too. We never kept in touch. After six or seven months since i last saw him, I ran into him recently. I had almost forgot about him so when I saw him I didn't have much to say. I felt bad because it seemed there was so much he wanted to say and I didn't give him the opportunity. So I've been thinking about him daily since our encounter and I'm regretful for being standoffish. I don't know what to call this feeling, my friend says it's a "bro-mance". I know where he now works and I tried to contact him, but he hasn't contacted me back. I actually miss hanging out with him. Any suggestions?

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14-6-2008

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sqwert, Male, 21, United Kingdom, London

13-6-2008

he's not talking to you coz he's hurt. and the only reason he would be hurt is if he still feels somthing. fuck labels....you don't have to be gay or bi or bi-curious or shit like that. love is about a conection. go for it. tell him how you feel somthing for him, but it was hard to admit it and you acted like a prick. tell him yourr'e sorry. tell him you miss him. its hard enough finding people who truely love you back. are you gonna let this amazing person go just because he's a guy?

jobert47, Male, 17, USA, los angeles

10-6-2008

i feel the same way, ive been having a crush on my schoolmate. But i dont consider my self as gay. Actually i hve a girlfriend right now, And im starting to have guilts because i feel like im just using her to forget about my feelings for my schoolmate. Its really hard.

zaina55, Female, 22, France, Abidjan

8-6-2008

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dino, Male, 26, Canada, Calgary

30-5-2008

Why are you being so homophodic? If you know that you're not gay then who cares what others think. He's your friend hang out with him. If he is gay just tell him you're not. Tell him the truth if he is your friend you should be honest with him.

philatio, Male, 48, USA, cali

5-4-2008

i had the same confused thoughts for a long time..even tho i am not attracted to other guys, iwas getting turned on seeing big cocks in pornos. after years of struggling i finally gave in and sucked a cock. it was a str8 guy that was his first time getting a bj from a guy. just admit u wanna get on ur knees and suck him.

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